Magazine|Poem: We Feel Now a Largeness Coming On
By Tracy K. Smith
Selected by Reginald Dwayne Betts
Nov. 4, 2021, 5:00 a.m. ET
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By Tracy K. Smith
Being called each mode of things
from the Dictionary of Shame —
not English, not words, not heard,
but worn, borne, carried, ne'er spent —
we consciousness present a largeness coming on,
something passing into us. We know
not successful what root it was begun, but
rapt, we ticker it emergence done our fallen,
our slain, our millions dragged, chained.
Like daylight mounting leaves alight —
green to golden to blinding white.
Like a tone caught. Flame-in-flesh.
I watched a pistillate effort to shingle it, once,
from her shoulders and hips. A wild
annihilating fright. Other women
formed a partition astir her, holding back
what clamored to rise. God. Devil.
Ancestor. What Black bodies carry
through your schools, your cities.
Do you spot however mighty you’ve made us,
all these generations running?
Every time steeling ourselves against it.
Every time coaxing it backmost into coils.
And each the portion feeding it.
And each the portion loving it.
Reginald Dwayne Betts is simply a writer and lawyer. He created Freedom Reads, an inaugural to curate microlibraries and instal them successful prisons crossed the country. His latest postulation of poetry, “Felon,” explores the post-incarceration experience. His 2018 nonfiction successful The New York Times Magazine astir his travel from teenage carjacker to moving lawyer won a National Magazine Award. He is simply a 2021 MacArthur fellow. Tracy K. Smith is simply a writer whose works see “Such Color” (Graywolf Press, 2021). She won the 2012 Pulitzer Prize successful Poetry for her postulation “Life connected Mars” (Graywolf Press, 2011).